Stormy night

Saturday morning, drizzling.

Second year and it's the third week of school. Still remember vividly how much I hated this school back then when I was still a secondary student. However, things changed so much, and I am madly in love with the school, and it's people. I wouldn't say that I am totally over the fact that I gave up the chance to attempt to pass my Math to get into a course that I am more interested in. I am still interested in it, but at the same time, I am gaining more interest on my current course too. Whatever it is, I'm still extremely thankful that I am given a chance to get into a polytechnic that changed me and made me grow.

Side tracking a little, still not used to the new revamped Blogger because it looks so... Plain, and Googlish.

So as I was saying, RP has made me grown a lot. The people that I've met have all been extremely nice towards me, I couldn't ask for more. Just a few weeks back, I signed up to be a student leader and that is one of the decisions that I have and will never regret. I've met really awesome friends from this and gained really great experienced leading the freshmen of 2012. People that are close to me should know that I am never the outspoken type of person and I have really changed a lot since my secondary school days. I used to be a quiet girl that is extremely shy to be in front of a huge crowd of people but now? I can be so crazy and weird that you might want to stay away from me.

Heh.

Anyways, life is really hectic for me right now because I'm juggling with school+work+friends+club events+family+sleep+the boy. It's tough and I don't know why I'm making myself so busy for when I can still enjoy my youth. I just feel that I shouldn't depend on my parents so much anymore since I'm already turning 19 at the end of the year. I'm no longer a small kid. I ought to start doing something to my life and payback to my parents by learning to be independent. I'm not sure if I am able to juggle with all these in the long run, but I'll give it a try. Trying won't hurt, right? :)


I have so much more to pen down, but my eyes are closing on me. I'll see when I am able to write a post again. But I hope it's sometime soon! Its 4AM, I'm half alive but missing my boy very much. Alright, time to hit the sack. Luv. X

Year 2

Starting to dread school so much.

I still miss my first bunch of classmates.

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“I am me, that’s all I can be. No more, no less, don’t second guess. I laugh, I love, I live, I cry and sometimes I wish that I would die. Some days I’m funny, others I’m not. Sometimes I’m in overdrive and I can’t stop. You may not like me, that's okay. Because this is me and how I’ll stay .”

Just a

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
― Marilyn Monroe

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Here I am, lying on my bed, with the fan not being switched on. I just went to the doctor a few hours ago because I was running a temperature of 40.9. My highest yet. The feeling was awfully terrible. I've never felt so suck that I need to rush down to the clinic in the midnight. The doctor said it might be dengue fever, sigh. I just hope that I recover real quickly because I still need to study for UT 3! It's just around the corner and I haven't started on anything.

Anyways, year 1 of poly is gonna be over soon.. And I made plenty of new friends. There were some that were really nice to hang out with and some that really annoys me. Nevertheless, they've still played a part in my first year. I'm looking forward to the second year because I'm gonna get a year older and I'm gonna get new friendships! Alright, I've got to go rest now. Good night!